I have learnt something about myself or discovered how I should live my unemployed life today which is fascinating. It may sound very obvious to others but ever since I decided to quit my job and start my own startup, I have box-ed my mind in thinking: I have to continue to work and try to swim as hard as I can until I have got my startup running. I have tried to use as much time as possible to learn new things, networking with people, connecting with old colleagues or connection and try my best so I have the best chance to get my startup up and running. However, that was actually not the original thought on day one that I have the thought of quitting. The reason I would like to stop what I am doing (aka working) is for more time for myself to do something I truly enjoy and something I want to spend my time on. It can be having my own startup, or starting a coffee shop, or become a professional gamer (long shot), or simply, just read and play games all day. Thanks to my past 9.5 years of work life and my low maintenance life style, I managed to save up enough to support myself not to work for a few years. If that is the case, why do I still need to force myself to live in such harsh life style that I may not breath properly. Having this thought in mind now makes me think what I should be doing all time. Things may not be as tight as I think and what is the point of starting up if that ends up not something I enjoy at the end of the day. And some founders shared that, giving yourself some time to get bored is very important in innovation and ideation. Possibly I need to train myself to get bore without having anxiety coming with it.
Today I managed to go through some example tutorials for TLSnotary and had a good chat with MC. Tomorrow I am going to interview with an incubator although I am not too into them given that they asked for a price even if I decide to join them (Sigh).
Life is good today and glad I think things through. Next thing I should try to do is to setup a timetable that I can control and stick with. Although given the amount of commitment I have, it is hard for me to control most of the morning and afternoon time. Hopefully start with the time after dinner (about 3/4 hours) and try to stick to the plan if possible.
Journal:
- MVP work done for S
- Went through TLSNotary tutorial – tomorrow I may get back to SwiftUI tutorial as I really want to learn and write an app
- Some chat with MC



