Finally, it has been 2 weeks. I am very grateful that I had the guts to make this decision 4 months ago and I am still not regretting this decision. Another good news is that I got another offer from Antler now so it is down to me to choose between the 2 incubator or I just do it myself and aim higher. Again, I am still not sure but I would get to ask my potential cofounder this weekend to get his real commitment into this. Exciting for sure but I start feeling, nothing really matters. I have been very concerned about “I need to do A B C, if not, I would be in trouble”. However, life is sometimes more complicated/ simple than we thought. Complicated because it is hard/ impossible to predict what would be on the other end of the tunnel; it is simple because you dont need to do anything deliberately, just let it flow and somehow your life would just happen and good things (or bad things) would just happen.
I am glad the two parties that I told them that I am not interested in their idea took it well and has been very considerate about it. I would make sure I treasure this time and build my own prototype; I hope next week, I would have more focus time (now the renting issue is gone; no more other commitment I got pulled into); no more excuse and more focus :).
Recently I realised that my mood is easily affected by the stock market. My investment plan is 40% cash, 20% high risk, 40% low risk investment. Given my age, I think it is a good balance; however, my mood would still be affected when the price goes up and down. But then I realised that, those are not the money that would change my quality of life anyway. Even I lose them all one day, my quality of life would still be maintained. So why focus on something that “does not matter” really and I should focus my emotion credit on something that truly matters and also be thankful about having good health and good life and good family and good wife. I am glad I thought it through and just let it be.
PS: I really has 0 luck in my life so I better work harder haha.
Journal:
- Picked up desk for new flat today
- Fixed the shower in my new flat
- setup wifi in new flat
- Hangout with family tonight and dinner
Happy 🙂
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